These past few days I've been feeling a little lost; there seems to be this slight void in my life and I can't figure out what's missing. Everyone hopes that their lives or their hopes and dreams amount to something more; praying that each result is more than just the sum of its parts. Everything I've done in high school, college, this past year; what is it all for?
I stumbled upon Po Bronson's book "What Should I Do With My Life?" and had another notion of inspiration. Apparently it's not a strange case when someone feels lost in their work or in their lives. Having a means to an end is not enough at times and it's times like these when courage is desperately needed. I'm scared that all the choices I've made were wrong, that every step I took to get to where I want to be, actually lead to the wrong destination, or worse, leads to nowhere. I want to do more with my life. I've realized now that I haven't found my passion, that one goal that sets everything else in motion. Am I destined to be hopeless? Is this all there is? Well, I've decided to truly discover my "dream" the one thing that I want to live for.
I'm going to look into new career options or some new job opportunities. I'm only 23 and I already feel stuck in a rut. Who was it that said "find what you love doing and figure out a way to get paid for doing it?" or something along those lines. Well, I have a lot of research to do but I'm glad I have a new song to add to the soundtrack of my life.
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